RAINDROPS, THEY FALL..
raindrops keep falling
but the sky’s still grey
my mind is drifting
from sa far away
i’m starin’ outside
but nothing to see
thinkin’ of your smile
wish you’re here with me
raindrops still falling
will it ever stop?
time is moving slow
i’m caught in a trap
my heart keeps beatin’
so fast and so slow
been thinkin’ of you
just want you to know
i’m falling for you
like the rain i see
i’m falling so hard
out my sanity
my heart beats for you
it’s taking it’s toll
i think i’ve fallen
like raindrops, they fall…

Kiss mah ass gudbye!

A:
misery.. morosely hurtful, pain in the ass.
the moment you lift your head and announce "hello world" does not assure you of beautiful Monday mornings.
every single minute is a bolus of here and there, a collection of superficial thoughts.
i am lost in this maze of melancholy, everybody seems to be enjoying themselves while I’m stuck grinding my teeth trying to keep awake.

B:
you can look onto the eyes of the ugliest creature in the world and glimpse the joy of contentment. life is overflowing with mismatches, but what is the thrill of being sheep?
when the song of freedom rings in your ear, you are ahead of 2.5 billion people in the world..

A:
there is no such thing as pristine existence. only the color drained from your face every time shit confronts you.
the certainty of my attempts to be human falls short.. so this is the time to cease your pathetic belief of bliss pursuit. it’s just another reason to be numb about all things normal..

..and tormenting..

Ang buhay mag-aaral niya’y kakaiba.
Makulimlim noong simula
Sa huli’y naging mahiwaga..
Salamat sa himala..

Kung buhay pamilya ang pag-uusapan..
Higit pa sa telenovela kanyang karanasan
Parang halu-halong storya sa sinehan.
Happy ending din kaya sa hulihan?

At kung pag-ibig ang basihan..
Maraming lalaki ang nagdaan..
Ngunit puro nga lang kalokohan..
kaya siya’y laging nasasaktan.

Minsan umibig siya..
Sa lalaking walang mukha..
Ngunit my puso at kaluluwa..
Di ba napaka kumplikado niya..

Sa katunayan naging masaya siya..
Pakiramdam niya siya’y isang prinsesa..
Ngunit ito’y maguguho pala..
Nang dahil lang sa teknolohiya

Ngayon panibagong pagsubok na naman..
Pagsubok na di niya maintindihan..
Dahil di niya alam kanino o saan..
Mali ba o tama ang kanyang tinahak na daan..

Ngunit isa lang ang sigurado..
Magiging matatag siya sa kahit anong laban..
Lalo na ngayon marami na siyang pinagdaanan..
di na siya padadaig sa kahinaan..

Oo nga pala.. siya pala si super wonder woman..

Oftentimes i asked myself
What love really is
The day i met you, i found the answer
it is you the meaning of this

Everytime that were together
I feel so special, i know im secured
No dull moments, i never feel blue
Only hapiness, a feeling so true

You made my life complete
you gave meaning to it
you thought me how to be strong
But it did'nt last that long

One night you called me
Said you have something to confess
That very moment i made myself ready
For the changes that might happen after hearing the story

You asked for an apology
For not telling it so early
you heard no single word from me
But only sigh and the sound of my cry

I was hurt so badly
the pain really kills me
Hence, i feel more sorry
For that person i have hurt accidentally

I decided to end the relationship
All i want is to save the friendship
I left you but never will i forget
The great love I never regret

Thank you for the memories
For those days i have cherished
I will treasure it that's a promise
I will love you ALWAYS, definitely no LIMITS!

:( :(

(ana lang ang show!!!.... nahan man gd ko mag emote2x ron..hehehehe)

I lay down to rest
Then i close my eyes
Your face still lingers
I can't get over
I wish you were here
Spending this time with me
You are all i need
Help me cure this insanity

i'll hold your hand
and won't let go
no matter how far
i'll always be here
the storms not over
though i wish it is
it's not gonna last
after pain is bliss
we saw the sun set
we saw the dark clouds
we heard the earth split
like thunders aloud
i'll always be close
i'll always be near
you have had my heart
please hold it dear
i'll always be here
shield you from harm
knight in shining armor
i know i am not
coz my love's your amor
make your pain my own
my back is your shield
my hand is your stone
i'll wipe your tears
whenever you cry
i'll bleed for you
bleed me dry
took my breath away
but i'm still breathing
cut my heart open
til' i no longer bleed
i still love y ou
no matter what
no matter what they do
i'll still be looking after you
i will hold your hand
and never let go
my love's your armor
let my feelings show

You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love made me forget about the signs.
So now what do I do?
Now that I know that we're through.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Too late, sorry.
I didn't even have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Forget about me
I really loved you.

i thought it was for real,
coz that's what i think we feel,
but i realise im such a fool
since the day in my heart i let you rule.

why you have to say you love me,
if you really wont?
why you need to pretend you care,
if you really dont?

i put my love and trust in you
coz i thought you are true
but now you left here
all alone only with tears.

i gave my whole heart to you
while hoping that our dreams will come true
because of all the promises you made
that you left with me to fade.

but i still thank you for all the things you do
coz i learned a lot of things too,
to cry,to stand,to smile,to fight
and turned my life into something new.

We are born within the walls of our nation,
This is the system of damnation.
When we were young we pray,
But hope never come until this day.

Silence and fear is a powerful tool
But righteous people are not fool.
They say it’s best to change the policy,
But will lead us to anarchy.

The flag I stood before has betrayed me,
Renegade will I always be.
Anarchy is my tool for victory,
No guts, no glory.

When i open my heart and let you in,
the happiness and love started to begin
eventhough im hurt from the past i've lost
i'm glad you're there to help me and make the most.

maybe im not the perfect girl you dreamed of,
or i guess i may not the one you worth
coz im stil young and still confused in thoughts
but you still love me and didn't turned off.

sometimes i wish that i didn't met you
coz i'm afraid that time will come that i may lose you
coz you're the only one who understand me through
and always there for me to lean on to.

i can't promise you anything as of now,
but keep on praying that God will allow
that time will come we will be together
to share the love we have For-ever...

He's walking away from me.
His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me.
I suppose he's got a right to be angry.
He's looking back at me now with that look in his eyes.
The look that says I've disappointed him again.
I know I'm a coward for not even trying.
He's been waiting twenty years,
and I can't even try.

He's getting in his truck,
Heading back to that empty place he calls home.
Soon I'll have to go back to my own empty life,
and wait for the next time we can see each other again.
It's not so different from what we've done for the last two decades.
Except, I have this awful feeling that something's going to happen.
This feeling is so over powering,
making it hard to breathe.

Every second takes him
further and further away from me.
I want to go after him.
I want to beg him to stay
and never leave my side.
Why couldn't I just tell him what he wanted to hear?
Why couldn't I just tell him I love him?

Instead, I say nothing.
I do nothing.
I just stand and watch him disappear,
not having the courage to call him back.

A tear runs down my cheek.
Somehow, I know,
deep in my soul,
I will never
See HIM again.

Added (22/12/2008, 11:34:13 Am)
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SOMEWHERE THE SUN IS SHINING

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and the clouds are not in sight.

Somewhere someone's laughing,
and talking about what might.

What might have been another year,
for us to spend together.

What might have been another time,
that I could cherish forever.

Somewhere two people laugh and joke,
and carry on all day.

Talk about their past and future,
in an extraordinary way.

They talk about the last few years,
and how they made a bond.

They found it funny they both were different,
but both especially fond.

Fond of each other everyday,
so genuine and true.

A friend to tell of all your worries,
if ever you were blue.

To trust with all my secrets,
and keeping yours close to heart.

Knowing you will comfort me,
and sharing all our art.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and we will meet again.

Become the friends we always were,
and talk about what's been.

Although you're gone I know you're here,
to help me through hard times.

Help me make the right decisions,
when I don't see the signs.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and you will be in my heart.

For you were more like a sister to me,
and we shall never part.

This is the time to let you know,
how much I really cared.

I love you for you no matter what,
and cherish the moments that we shared.

My tears began to fall
Everytime I remember the days
that we've been together
You've made me happy even
just for awhile

I told you I Love You
But you doesn't seem to care
It hurts me a lot
But I have to take the pain

Love is to sacrifice
That's what I do
So i'm willing to take the risk
just to be with you.

What he doesn't know
Is that I love him in my heart
I knew that he was special
I could tell right from the start

What he doesn't know
Is that when I close my eyes
All I can see is his image
As he slowly passes by

What he doesn’t know
Is that I remember every word
Every single thing he says
Everything I've heard

What he doesn't know
Is that I dream of him at night
And what I really long for,
Is for him to be in my sight

What he doesn't know
Is that I long for him to say
Just one single word
Anything, so I can stay

What he doesn't know
Is that I treasure all the time
Every minute that I’m with him
Seems like a lifetime in my mind

What he doesn't know
Is that we’re so far apart
I wish that he knew
Because It’s tearing at my heart

What he doesn't know
Is that when he doesn't say goodbye
He just gets up and leaves
It almost makes me cry

What he doesn't know
Is that I long to see him smile
To be with him just once
To make this all worth while

What he doesn't know
Is that every day I find
He becomes more desirable
And always very kind

What he doesn't know
Is all of the pain I feel
Because keeping this from him
Makes it all too real

What he doesn't know
Is that I want to hold him tight
Keep him close to me
To make everything alright

What he doesn't know
Is that everything he said
Repeats over, and over
As I replay it in my head

What he doesn't know
Is what I’ll never say
Everything I thought of
I threw it all away

What he doesn't know
Is everything I hide
Afraid of what he’ll think
I keep it all inside...................

I just can't believe you're gone,
still waiting for morning to come,
wanna see if the sun will rise,
even without you by my side.

When we had so much in store,
tell me what is it i'm reaching for.
When we're through building memories,
i'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

You always used to stay,
i should be thankful for everyday.
Heaven knows what the future holds,
or atleast how the story goes. (but i never believed them 'til now.)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure.
No it's not selfish to ask for more.
One more night, one more day,
one more smile on you face,
but they can't take yesterday.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever. (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time.
But i was so wrong.
Now i can, believe that,
i can still find the strength in the moments we made.
I'm looking back on yesterday.

Chorus.
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday.

I sit here and think
How much I want to be with you
Wondering will I ever have a chance
A chance to hold you, kiss you and to be with you

I think about you every day
Every night before I sleep
I dream how it would be
To have you as my own

I dream to see how it feels
To see you before I sleep
How it would feel to
Cuddle with you at night

I dream about how wonderful
It would be to wake up and see you
Laying next to me in bed

But its all a dream.. till the time comes
Ill stay single waiting for you...